You thought you loved her. Didn't you? But soon you realised it was just an infatuation. Now she's madly in love with you and you don't know what to do. How about telling her and ending it all? No she'd be hurt. How about pretending to love her while keep looking for someone you actually love? How about telling her that you love her while hitting on another girl? She'll never find out. She won't right?
But she did find out and now she's shattered. Your apologies won't make any difference. You'll move on easily with life. She won't. She'll ask herself everyday where was she wrong. Was she not enough? Maybe it's her face, she wasn't pretty enough for him. Maybe it's her body, she wasn't sexy enough for him. Maybe it's her habits, she was too girly or too ignorant. What if she started listening to the music he liked, danced to the beats he enjoyed, watched the movies he fan boy'ed bout? Would that have made any difference?
No. It wasn't her, it was him? Or maybe it always was her.
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